From the recording Become Her First
Lyrics
Discipline is not punishment.
Discipline is devotion.
It is the promise you keep
when your old self begs you to quit.
Five in the morning, the world still asleep
I rise from the silence, no promise is cheap
Cold floor, clear mind, hair tied tight
I make myself holy in the dark before light
No applause, no crowd, no one to impress
Just me and the standard I refuse to make less
I don’t need motivation knocking at my door
I move like the woman I am becoming this for
Every choice is a brick in the throne
Every no brings me closer to home
Every rep, every step, every quiet little fight
Turns the girl in the mirror into power and light
I don’t chase the feeling
I obey the vision
Discipline is devotion
I worship what I build
Every silent morning
Is another promise fulfilled
I don’t break for emotion
I don’t bow to the mood
I am loyal to my future
More than comfort ever knew
Discipline is devotion
Devotion to the woman I’m becoming
They want the glow, but not the lonely days
They want the crown, but not the hidden ways
They want the body, the money, the peace
But not the thousand times you choose not to leave
I’ve cried through routines, I’ve prayed through pain
I’ve walked through fire and called it training
Not because I hate who I used to be
But because I love who is waiting for me
Every boundary is an act of grace
Every sacrifice is sacred space
Every time I don’t return to the flame
I write a new life under my name
I don’t chase the feeling
I embody the vision
Discipline is devotion
I worship what I build
Every silent morning
Is another promise fulfilled
I don’t break for emotion
I don’t bow to the mood
I am loyal to my future
More than comfort ever knew
Discipline is devotion
Devotion to the woman I’m becoming
I show up
I rise up
I keep the promise
I don’t fold
I turn gold
I keep the promise
You keep saying you want a new life,
but you keep negotiating with the old one.
Your future self is not built in fantasy.
She is built in the small moments
where nobody claps,
nobody sees,
and you choose her anyway.
I choose her in hunger
I choose her in fear
I choose her when nobody
Is standing near
I choose her in silence
I choose her in sweat
I choose her in rooms
Where the sun hasn’t risen yet
I choose her again
I choose her again
Until the old me forgets where I’ve been
Discipline is devotion
I worship what I build
Every silent morning
Is another promise fulfilled
I don’t break for emotion
I don’t bow to the mood
I am loyal to my future
More than comfort ever knew
Discipline is devotion
Devotion to the woman I’m becoming
Self-love is not always softness.
Sometimes self-love is structure.
Sometimes it is sweat.
Sometimes it is doing the thing
before you feel worthy of the result.
Discipline is devotion
I keep the promise
I become her

